In my video, I talk about the three levels of self-awareness: first, one of the most important, but also easy-to-ignore parts of the self is our brain’s ability to control our emotions. We’re so used to our thoughts and emotions being our own, that when they aren’t, we don’t pay them much attention. This is why we can be so easily distracted.
The problem is that we have so ingrained into our brains, that we have no control over our emotions. We can feel bad for ourselves, but we cant control it. We can feel angry for someone to get hurt, but we cant control it. We can feel sad, but we cant control it. We can feel excited, but we cant control it. We cant even control our bodies.
This is why I find it so hard to do anything (and keep doing it) about the way I feel sometimes. It’s like if I were to think about myself, I’d be so distracted by the fact that I am a man that I wouldn’t be able to think about anything else.
I can feel bad for myself too. I feel like it was all a mistake. I feel angry for the person who did something wrong. I feel sad that the person I care about is in pain. I feel excited for something wonderful to happen. I cant control myself. I feel sad when someone hurts me. I feel excited when I don’t feel like myself.
This is all true. You can find yourself caught up in the very same emotions and thoughts that you feel when you’re a gay man. It’s part of the same cycle that you find yourself in when you’re a gay man, that I’ve written about before.
This is all very true. I wish I could explain it better, but I feel I have to. I feel all these intense emotions just as I do when a gay man feels them. I wonder if the same can be said of gay men. I dont mean to sound so bitter/sad here. I just think that I feel a lot of things and I dont know why. Sometimes I feel angry/sad at people and sometimes I feel excited/sad at people.
I feel excitedsad at people when I see the people that I love in the media. I feel angrysad at my own parents when I see them and sometimes I feel sadsad at my friends when I see them. I worry that I may be the gayest person alive.
To be perfectly frank, I’m a bit of a dick, and that’s one of the reasons I’m not attracted to guys. I’m not sure that I have any problems with being gay, but for some reason I don’t usually have a lot of sexual feelings for guys. Maybe it’s because I don’t think I have anything to offer. Maybe it’s because I don’t feel confident enough in myself to have any type of emotional experience with them.
The video that went viral this summer is a glimpse at the lives of gay Singaporeans. The video shows how gay Singaporeans live their lives: They have sex, they have relationships, they are just regular people, living their lives.
The video goes on to show how gay Singaporeans are all treated differently in society. You can also see how one gay male friend is treated as if he is different from his friends.